What to do

It is past nine o'clock at night and I am still up. I supposed to be on the bed already and asleep, but I am not. I am busy thinking right now and I don't  know what to do. I wanted to have a part time job, but at the same time I like not to. I am just worried about the holiday season and I have no enough money to spend or send to my mama in the Philippines. I am a little upset also because my manager cut my hours on Mondays, but at the same time I am happy because that means I can go home early, and I like to be home. I am just a little confuse right now. I think I need to sleep and think about that again tomorrow.